I fear. I fear closing my eyes at night when i'm lying in bed. I've been having a series of horrifying dreams. Emotionally and just pure physically shocking. I see the numbers 7 and 8 i get reminded of the terrors of my nightmares. It's like being in a black and white film flickering on and off, and each flicker frightens me more and more, while the other is being trapped in a room bathed in blood red light. I'm scared. I haven't been this scared of closing my eyes since.