am never truly comfortable around people, regardless whether their close or the direct opposite.
don't get why some things are just what they are.
To you, i can't keep this up. I don't know if you'll read this, but if you do, i feel that this situation is too fucked up for words. Your attitude leaves me neither here nor there. It's like being thrown left then right, then left again. This can't go on. I don't deserve this. Goodbye.