i tend to believe that i think alot more then others. regardless, it's not doing me any good. i just don't get people sometimes. i want to care, i really do. but you, yes you, construct all these walls around you. Impenetreble. Would you just please make a door for me. is it so hard to let someone, in particular, myself, in? I would not know how many people you have let just go pass you or give up. but i am willing to scale and break these walls of yours. it's not easy i admit, with your attitude like the ever-changing currents of an ocean. mentalblock. i need to sleep. oh did i mention, Copeland tomorrow!