And I'll always be shrouded with the fact that no one would ever learn to love. I can only sit and stare at the walls around me as they echo these feelings. These tears mean nothing to no one but me. I am afraid, I am cold. The way you handle things make it seem like your totally void of emotions. How do you remain so stoic. I gave my heart on a whim but i guess it was a mistake and now its all being returned to me, in bits and pieces. Being optimistic was never a strong point for me and I'm sorry for being the pessimistic person that i am today. I'll respect your decision should you choose to be with someone else. I'd be crushed but i guess that happens. I will always love the memory of you.